Chew your Popcorn.

OMG PAPERS WERE SERIOUSLY MURDERERS! Gotta buck up soon! After the myes! HAHAHAHAHA! Cant be bothered right now.

I just wasted my chance today! ARGH! 2 missed OPEN layups! And a couple of baskets! WHERE IS YOUR FINISHING CLARA CHUA! TSK TSK! OMG! That 2 layups are seriously haunting me and eating me up! HAHAHAHA! And, and, the tendon in my foot is seriously not healing. One moment it feels so superbly great, after the game today, it is like OMG KILLING ME! HAHAHA! This is shit man! WHATEVER! I BETTER GO FINISH UP MATH NOW!

Thanks for the amazing experience guys. I've gained alot from this trip, and even though the experience sucked at some point of time, I still enjoyed myself. This is certainly an eye-opener for me, and I'm really impressed by the patience and tolerance the caregivers have, and how much they are willing to sacrifice just to make everything better for the less fortunate. I appreciate the fact that there are people around who are willing to help these kids, who want so badly to lead a normal life, but cirmcumstances dont allow them to. These kids are a bunch of amazing people, and I've gained alot from them, not just memories, but life lessons. I hope they had enjoyed themselves yesterday, although I'm pretty sure this day will just be forgotten in a blink of an eye for some of them, but as long as they enjoyed themselves, I've no regrets.


 

 




Amazing happened right here, at Amway Arena, Home of Orlando Magic.
Who says Kobe cant do it without Shaq? Who says it was impossible for him to lift the team up on his shoulders?
Inspirational, Motivational. That is how Kobe played. He fought all the way just for this one goal, this goal he had in his mind for a long time. They lost it in '06 and then again in '08. He finally did it. I'm proud of him, and I'm sure Phil Jackson will be, Lakers fans will be, his team mates will be, Shaq will be, and the MVP award gives Kobe the reason to be proud of himself. Looking back on the playoffs and the season, reflecting on his game, I'm sure he will be all smiles and be more determined to win back-to-back championships. See you in the playoff finals of '09-'10, Kobe.

Right, I feel the need to improve myself, to step up my game, and to play at a higher level. I need to improve on my stamina, ball handling and finishing. At this rate, I'm not going to improve much for next year. Whatever the team I'm play for next year, I want to win, I want  glory, most importantly, I want the champs.
I'm going to take a long break, and come back stronger and better and for that fucked up ankle to stop hurting completely. I'm gonna do my best, and work to the best that I can.
Just hope that I dont screw up my O's, and I do get into the desired school, and do my best. Right.

This is what you've promised yourself. Do it Clara.
Stick to your words, stop procrastinating.

There's got to be more to life than studying isnt it?
Or is that just an excuse?

I AM NEVER COMING ONLINE UNTIL AFTER THE O's. I SWEAR.

"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear."

I love my dog. He is so freaking adorable and licky! 
I LOVE IT WHEN HE SLEEPS AND SNORES ON ME!
I love it when he acts like a girl and cry over the simplest things, like not allowing him to run around.
I LOVE HIM! :D

"your O's are just 5 weeks away after your prelims."
"Are you nuts? Where is your sense of time?"

How great, this was what my teacher just messaged me just now.
Guess it's time for me to wake up and stop slacking.
I've just realised that I havent been putting in much effort in my studies this year.
I dont want my hard work in the past 3 years to come to a naught.
Alright, perhaps it's time, to set my ass on the chair and to start studying, and to stop being distracted by other stuff.
Where have my self-discipline gone to?
This is crap man.
I think my prelims wont be up to standard this time round.
But I want each and every one of my papers in the coming week to hit at least a 80%.
I'm going to work hard for it. 1 week is more than enough if I continue to stay focussed.
Come on, Clara. I believe you can do it.
You've done it for the past 3 years, what is another 1-2 months to you?
This the the last stretch for the time being, come on, just give it my best shot,
Just run to my fullest potential.
Thank you for giving me that wake up call.
Start studying Clara.

Chemistry, Biology, Physics, English, Math.
Stop brooding about the past papers, if it's badly done, just leave it, work hard after the prelims,
Focus on what you have on hand, study hard. Come on come on.
STOP THINKING ABOUT THE OTHER PAPERS I SAID, ARGH.

Alright study time.

No more combined schools, finally. 
We played against Hornets today, and it was a pretty... Hmm.. How do I say? 
Pretty sexy game? 
Hahahahahahahaha. Know why?
Cause Michael Wong is the coach of Hornets! *blush* 
BUT! I played like shit la! So it's like WASTED! 
Hahahhahahahaha! 
Oh well... I dont know what to say. 
We won the game though, so we are Fourth. WOW. 

Hmmm... Went to Sentosa with my sister yesterday! Gosh, it was FUN! 
I saw Mr Yeow there too! 
Hahahahaha! 
The sun was GREAT! But, of course, after the rain. 
So I'm like really red inside. And my face is like hot. 
Hahahaha! 
Had lunch at Marche, the system was cool, but the food was, unfortunately, not. 
So now you know, you can only go there once. 
It's quite disappointing though. 
After vivo, we went to Plaza sing to look for her friend's present.
And I found a shop which sells LOTS of spongebob stuff! 
I nearly went crazy! GOSH! 
Hahahaha! 

Aiya, I'm too lazy to blog... 
And I'm like so confused. 
So much opportunities, that it is overwhelming.
Having great opportunites is good, but making the best choice is tough. 
There are sooooo much advice being thrown and it is driving me nutsss! 
Gosh. 
Alright, I know, dont sign anything,
Decide after the O's. 
HC, VJ, Poly. Dumb things. 

Sentosa Tomorrow. 
RED AND GETTING REDDER! 
Hahahahaha!
Anything is good, when I'm with those Humans! (:

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL ON TUESDAY! I THINK I WILL CRY!
PHYSICS AND HISTORY. ))))))))): CRYYYY!
 

 Oh yea, did I mention that I've got a ninja family on my Tama out of a sudden? 
Right after the chem paper one! OMG! I totally hyperventilated la. 

AND AND AND! I went to watch.... what's that show called? ....OH! WANTED! with Chen Face and Louisa!!
Hahahaha! It was a darn good show! A FREAKING GOOD ONE ! AND GORY ONE! UGH. 
Hahahahaha! And Vanessa Hudgens fell. That was the funniest thing that happened! Gosh. 
No, not really. The sitting thing at City Link made me laugh my ass off! LIKE OMG! Darn funny! 
Hahahahhaha! I wonder when am I given another chance to enjoy life like this, this year... 

Alright, I better go clean up my room now! Tomorrow is gonna be a "I'm so dead " day! 

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Fuck man, what's with people having problems and qualms about MY DECISIONS? 
When I choose this, they say otherwise. Now I've decided to do otherwise, and they are asking me to do this. 
Fucking hell. 
And when I choose neither, I get shit reactions. 
Fuck it man. FUCK!

Chicken ass. Someone told me I'm going to do like shit for my chinese oral... 
Thanks ah. 
I hope Ming Yue or someone will come here and protest. Hahahahaa. 

Okay, whatever. 

Hmm... My results are back! And I'm really satisifed with my results, although I didnt study as hard as last year! Gosh. :D 
BUT...
I'm gonna get back all my shit results tomorrow, namely:
SS.
History.
PHYSICS! 

OMG LA! Physics..... DAMN! 
ARGH! OKAY WHATEVER CLARA! I AM GOING TO STUDY REAL HARD FROM NEXT WEEK ONWARDS! (:

Alright, to hell with all the results, now back to the normal blog stuffs. 
So.. I was late for school today, but no one took attendance. HA! 
And school was back to normal, the days of irritating my classmates, disturbing my teachers and being noisy. 
Yup. 
Went out with CS today, and I had lots of fun with her. Like retardedly fun. (:
Had super nice yoghurt, and taiwan food!! :D 
And she's like damn rich right now, cause she got a salary!! 
HAHAHAHAHHA! Gosh, then we walked back to her house, and I got like 4 books from her! 
And I borrowed 2 from the school's library today. Like OMG, it's gonna be A1 for english man..
HAHAHAHA! AND AND! NOW I KNOW, CS DO KEEP THE STUFF I ALWAYS THROW TO HER! LOL! :D 


I HAVE TO CLEAN UP MY ROOM AND TIDY UP MY TABLE LATER! ARGH. 


AND AND AND! I thought of something funny. 165. A HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE worth of ..... LOL!
That is the WORLD RECORD MAN!! XD

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH! Okay, this post is getting nowhere. BYE. 
I am damn pissed at the person who said I'm going to flunk my orals la. Not once, but like thrice la. ASSHOLE.

I'm going to do so badly for my exams. 
I think I'm gonna fail History and SS. My only humanities subject. ):
Besides, I'm super careless for the rest of the papers and it was super super depressing and stupid. 
Perhaps, this is an evidence for my late start...
Sigh. 
I dont want to fail my humanities.... 
But it's kinda impossible cause whatever I've learnt didnt come out. 

Hopefully my math will do good, and my chem and bio will make me happy.  But Chem was super badly done cause I didnt finish studying and smart me studied only the day before. Sigh,

PRELIMS PRELIMS! I'm going to really study after this. 

AND, O's orals was also screwed. Can anyone tell me how do plastics harm our environment in CHINESE?
How the hell do you say non-biodegradable, land pollution etc in chinese?! 
And i think the teacher has something against me, cause she ONLY ASKED ME THIS QUESTION! The other people didnt even get this question.. UNFAIR. 
Sigh. Hope being dramatic will pull my marks up.

Okay, this is the first time I'm feeling so freaking stressed up.
I hate the school. 
O levels Chinese Oral lies on the same day as our BIOLOGY and AMATH paper. What the fuck.
And if that's not enough, we'll reach home late enough, with thenext day having a fucking history paper. 
Thank the schoolman. 
Thank you so much.
Are you guys trying to stress us up so much that we feel like giving up on studying? 


I hope no one ever comes to this stupid school.
Stupid, lousy school.

 Lakers isnt even playing basketball! 
They are allowing baskets after baskets with a WTH defence. 
They deserve to lose man. Like seriously deserve to lose!
Waste my time watching them play! 
I thought they would fight like really hard in this game.
What a letdown. What a disappointment. 
But nevertheless, I still love Kobe, cause he is amazing. 
Pau Gasol can go suck balls. 
Odom can go thrash talk himself in the mirror. 

Rajon Rondo is my MVP today. He is amazing. Like totally owned Sam Cassell's ass. 
Sam Cassell can go back to his own planet. 
The Big Three was good as usual.
Their defence are commendable, like the best I've ever seen. 
Defence wins games. It shows, doesnt it?

OMG Game 6 is starting!  
The excitement is killing me! Hahahahahha! 

My phone's alarm rang at 630 till like 740 cause I kept putting it on the snooze mode. 
I am supposed to be in school for biology now! 
Since I couldnt wake up, so I've decided to go tomorrow! 
Damn. I will be so lonely then! Hahahahahhaha!
At least I'm able to catch the game!! (: 

I want to play like Kobe and I want to play like Pierce. Amazing people. 
OHOHOH! And Italy and Netherlands went through to the next round!! 
Gosh, I'd rather France get in you know! 

And AND AND! Lakers is getting a good start now, and that is a good sign! But I hope it isnt a repeat of what happened in Game 4! 

Till then.

 Let's all say ALL HAIL HOLLAND! 
Guess what, the final score is 4-1! 
BET ON THEM FOR THE EURO CHAMPS MAN! 

AMAZING DISPLAY OF PERFORMANCE! WHOOOOO! 
They beat both the 2006 WORLD CUP FINALISTS! GO HOLLAND!

The current score is Holland 2 - France 0. 
Hahahahaha! 
Mr Wong must be regretting this now cause he didnt listen to my punting advice. 
Hahahahaha! 
Great stuff, I love Euro. (: 

We won today! But I played like for like less than 5 minutes? Hahahaha!
Ok, I must be serious for the next game. Cannot anyhow already. 
Hahahahaha! 
Training's at ccab later, at 10. Gosh, I've to wake up at like 8? or 730? 
AND I AM STILL NO ASLEEP! Thanks to the game! 
I hope France can catch up!!
ZZZ.. Off to watch the game and do some integration now. 

Cesc Fabregas. LOL!